Thursday, April 2, 2009

wow.

so much stuff going on lately.

jared each day is hating me more and more and it makes me wish our situation was so much different than it is. maybe he will end up just cutting me out of his life. it will be better for him anyways, as much as he says he doesnt want that.
im sorry. for everything.

i am also starting nutrisystems today.
i got all the food last night
its overwhelming because the whole months worth of food shows up on one day.
so thats what im doing today sorting them into meals.

AND washing all the dishes my roommate left for me to do while she goes back home for the rest of the week
she treats me like her house keeper. and this is the last time i will ever wash her dishes.

so starting today april 2 i start working on a new me.

wish me luck


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